WHEN DO YOU GIVE UP?

Never, when i realize i am holding on too tight, i let go, but give up, nope. I find myself in situations where i am over analyzing things until i cannot sleep, i have a stomach or headache. I realize i haven’t been breathing and am turning blue, emotionally and or spiritually. i take a couple of really deep breathes and i pray for help, and i let it go. There is a higher power that is always in control, i sometimes get so wrapped up, like a fly on a television, just seeing one little pixel of color. Stuck in the negative inner dialogue that has a habit of stifling creativity, positivity and productivity. I think of my happy place, almost always a beach. I realize things aren’t as bad as i have made them out to be. I smile, and once again i am able to handle life.